Feel.....

is it the feel of love???
or like???
or vagueness???

im confused of that......
when happy....
i can feel that, myself seem like at heaven......
feel like im the most happy person in the world
i can feel that time also pass faster
when sad.....
that feel really worst.....
feel empty......
feel loss of appetite.....
feel like no more meaning to survive anymore ......
pass 1 hour seem like pass 1day........

sometime i feel like wan kill myself....
im really suffer of that feel......
i cant endure that feel anymore......

(T.T)