今天(星期一)........

这几天的心情很乱.......
一时想这个,一时想那个........
每天在想:
几时才能出来工作......
几时才能自己买一辆车.......
很想买到漂亮的二手PSP.........
这个课程最好能够顺利的毕业.........
毕业后是否还想当空少........
唉,想到真个人快要晕掉了........

现在的心情.....好些了,没那么乱了.......
有时想想虽然现在我没工作,
每天除了上课,就没东西做了........
虽然我的家庭背景不属于豪华......
也不是那些二世祖,少爷.......
但是我每天过的生活还算不错.......
买车子不需要出到半分钱就拥有了它.......
不需要工作我的零用钱也够用..........
每天如果不是在家玩电脑,就是和朋友出去"蒲".......
每天都"蒲"到三更半夜才回到家.......
有时下午没课了就和朋友去唱K或看电影......
如果我的零用钱能多一点就好了哈哈哈=)(说笑吧了啦)
人要懂得知足那就够了......

日子总算过得无忧无虑........
唯一担心的是我的学业........
真的希望能够顺利毕业........
但愿如此啦........
其实我要写什么,我自己也不清楚......(-_-")
只是想到什么就写什么罢了=)......

今天是农历初二.........
刚才傍晚........
遇见那个女生(我追求着的女生).......
看见她我真的很开心........
因为我真的好久没看见她了.........
真的真的好想她.........
只是和她普通聊天聊了几个小时.......
过后就问她之前我问他的问题考虑的怎样......
之后她拒绝了我........

其实我早已知道她会做出怎样的决定了........
但是我只是想听见她亲自对我开口说......
勉强是没有幸福的......
就凭这句话我不想去勉强她,去追究下去......
如果爱一个,
不一定要得到她整个人,
只要她每天过得开心,
那我也会感到开心......

她已经亲口对我说明了一切.....
那我没有任何遗憾了......
也松了一口气.......
唯一的遗憾是当她要和我说理由的时候,
她突然有事,然后就匆匆的离开了......
除了facebook也不知道要怎样联络她......
伤心少许也会有些......
时间是不会停止的......
慢慢的我会好起来......
加油吧...... ^ ^

trip to hatyai....

last saturday.....
my college was create a trip.....
that trip's destination is hatyai.....

when morning......
i woke up very early....
go atm withraw money(coz my body have not enuf cash)
after that go to subaidah nasi kandar......
juz have 2 pieces of roti canai for my breakfast......
after that go my fren's house to fetch her.....
after fetch her straight go to college......

when reach the parking slot the machine still no on......
coz no ppl work at there(maybe still early lah)......
then i go reception to ask auntie to write receipt for me.....
manatau she talk to me with reli reli bad tone.....
after she finish crapping i told her"auntie mai pek chek lah"
juz dun wan scold her la.....
i dun wan anything disturb my mood,
coz i wan travel with happy mood......
aiya,the ppl like shit n low class like her haiz...... lazy to talk to her la......

after that waiting for fren at infront of college....
then bus reach liao lo......
then we sit inside the bus lo.....
hmmm.... the bus driver,
his driving skill can consider as very very safe(coz he drive very very very slow).....
take abt 4-5 hours to reach hatyai......
after we checkin,we go for lunch with college staff(miss gan,cindy n that girl, i 4get her name liao)
the food very nice n the price very cheap.....
after lunch go shopping with fren....
juz buy 1 normal shirt only......

when evening i go to 2 market,
1 is reach of food , and another is for shoping 1.....
i eat alot of food at there....
after that i go to another market....
there got many style of shirt, pant, shoe and etc.....
take abt 2 hours to walk at that pasar malam.....
all things r very cheap.....
i bought 1 shirt, jean, belt n slipper......

after that go back to hotel for bathing n rest.....
juz rest for a while only, then we go out for supper......
walk around outside of the hotel....
after supper go back to hotel room....
chitchat with frens.....
play true or dare.....
there was many funny during the true or dare.....
we play till 3-4am , after that we sleep(coz reli sleepy)......

in the morning go down for breakfast.....
breakfast was nice.....
after that we go market for walk walk......
there was nothing interest to buy but only local product......
juz buy few only.....then we go back to hotel n rest......
after thta checkout form hotel then go to shongkla beach(forget the spelling adi)
at there,i eat coconut ice cream, take photo with mermaid n blah blah blah
i buy some souvenir at there......

after that go 1 temple......
then straight away come back to penang......
there was many nice, sweet, funny moment during the trip.....
if got money i wan go there again.....
eat watever i wan, buy anything i wan,
everything is cheap......
that was a very nice trip.....

刚刚进入这间college(ATI)的时候,
说真的,有个字能形容那就是"闷"......
为什么呢????
没有人会主动自我介绍......
但是当我问他们的时候,
幸好每个都是那么friendly的......
只是有一个很死板.....
说话又不清不楚.....
haiz.....真的很难跟他沟通......
不过现在好很多了.......
但是,说话的话题还只一个问题......
因为他的思想和我不一样.......
他的思想是太过成熟,不适合我.....
我已经尝试和他沟通.....
哪里知道还是不行,算了吧我放弃了........
相信只要是我college的朋友,
看了应该明白我所说的那个人是谁啦......
不要怪我哦........
只是有话直说.......
不想绕一大圈........